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Log Cabin Vignette
The keyboard, long dormant after that whole opus went rogue, is finally stirring again. Those illnesses really threw a wrench in things, didn’t they? Anyway, here’s a little vignette, a glimpse into the quiet solitude and wind-swept beauty of life along the Great Divide. Just a little something to see if I can still string words together after all this time. No promises on a full story, but I missed these coffee posts, and I missed you all.
The biting wind howled, rattling the thick, hand-hewn timbers of the forester’s cabin, a constant reminder of the wilderness beyond. Inside, a low, steady warmth radiated from the cast-iron stove in the main room, its soft orange glow flickering through the gaps in the stacked firewood. A narrow, rough-hewn staircase, bathed in the dim light, led to the loft bedroom.
Upstairs, the air was close and still. Moonlight, filtered through a small, paned window, cast long, dancing shadows across the rough plank floor. The scent of woodsmoke and pine needles hung in the air, mingling with the faint, milky smell of the sleeping baby. A heavy, patchwork quilt, thick with layers of wool and cotton, lay folded at the foot of a four-poster rope bed. The ropes, stretched taut, supported a mattress laden with batten and down blankets, promising respite from the mountain chill.
A woman sat in a sturdy rocking chair, its wide, flat armrests worn smooth with use. A quilted blanket, its colors faded and muted, was wrapped around her shoulders. Her long, black hair, hastily gathered with a simple bow, revealed roughly hacked bangs. The baby slept peacefully in her arms, its skin glowing softly in the candlelight. Her gaze was fixed on the child, her face shadowed, betraying the weariness of the long, cold night.
A small, blackened cast iron stove stood in the corner, radiating residual heat. Mica windows, set into its door, flickered with the dance of flames, throwing fractured light across the rough-hewn walls. A wax candle, held in a simple wooden wall sconce, added its own soft, yellow glow. On a small, sturdy table nearby, an unlit oil lamp stood ready, its wide base offering stability. A small rag rug lay on the floor near the rocker, a pair of simple slippers neatly centered upon it.
The husband stirred from what they called “the sleep between the sleeps,” a common rhythm in these harsh winters. The long nights were broken into segments of shallow rest, punctuated by moments of wakefulness – time to tend the fire, check on the children, and listen to the sounds of the night.
He moved with a quiet, practiced efficiency honed by years of living in the wilderness. The flickering glow of the stove’s mica windows illuminated his strong, lean frame as he knelt to stoke the embers, coaxing the flames back to life. He moved downstairs to replenish the parlor stove and set a pitcher of water to heat. Then, he checked on the other two children, sleeping soundly in a bed against an interior wall.
Returning to the loft, he moved with a deliberate, reassuring presence. He slipped back into the warm bed, the heavy blankets a welcome comfort against the biting cold. The rhythmic suckling of the baby and the soft, steady breathing of his wife filled the room, a gentle symphony of life against the backdrop of the howling wind. He settled in, his eyes adjusting to the dim light, and waited for the first faint blush of dawn.
Embracing the Joys of Aging
Good morning! I used to think of aging when I was a lot younger. I saw it as a good time, and in some ways, it is. But now, I get the same satisfaction from finishing clipping my toenails that I used to get from building a room addition.
Ah, the joys of aging! Who knew that one day, my greatest accomplishment would be managing to trim all ten toenails without pulling a muscle? I mean, I used to dream big – building room additions, conquering the world, you name it. Now, my biggest victory is not losing my balance while reaching for that elusive pinky toe.
And let’s not even talk about the noises my body makes these days. I sound like a bowl of Rice Krispies every time I stand up – snap, crackle, pop! It’s like my joints are auditioning for a breakfast cereal commercial. But hey, at least I can still laugh at myself. After all, laughter is the best medicine, right? Well, that and a good pair of orthopedic shoes.
Here’s to embracing the little victories and finding joy in the everyday moments. Cheers to a great day ahead!
The Day’s First Draft
It’s wonderful to wake up feeling rested for a second day! It’s been a while, so this is definitely something to appreciate. I did have a minor setback with a medication reaction a week or so ago, which has thrown off my sense of time. Things feel a bit jumbled, but I’m accepting that for now and focusing on the present. A daily diary probably would help with the time issue, but since it’s never been my thing, I’ll just roll with it.
That little spring cleaning urge is starting to bubble up, but I’m taking a Zen approach and letting it pass for the moment. Though, I do admit, I’d love to get my studio back in order. Winter’s made a reappearance this morning – brrr, teens and a howling wind! Luckily, I’m wrapped in a cozy glow thanks to my heated throw, which makes the chill hardly noticeable as I ponder what to share.
I’ve probably talked about Snooks and my health journey enough for now. There’s more to life than that! And speaking of other things, I’ve mostly tuned out the political discussions. Headlines and last lines are my new news sources – seems like a good way to avoid the biased commentary these days.
On a brighter note, my dyslexia seems to be taking it easy on me today! Only retyping every third word now – a definite improvement. Snookums is sleeping in more these days, which is a big change after so many years of boundless energy. It’s an adjustment, even though I knew it was coming. Thinking of my brother Bruce, too, and how he’s managing. Aging definitely has its ups and downs, and while there’s joy to be found, it’s also okay to acknowledge the challenges, like the loss of strength. But as they say, it is what it is.
Wishing everyone a good morning!
Butter, Jelly, and Existential Dread
Good morning, sunshine! (Or, well, I woke up with the birds, anyway. You might still be snoozing, which, honestly, good for you.) It’s been ages since I actually enjoyed being up this early. Usually, it’s a groggy stumble to the coffee maker, but today? I felt…dare I say…chipper? Don’t worry, it probably won’t last.
Breakfast was a culinary masterpiece, as always: butter and jelly on bread. (I know, I know, I’m practically a gourmet chef.) Paired it with some much-needed coffee, and boom! Ready to conquer the world…or at least, ready to face my inbox. And, miracle of miracles, I actually remembered to take my insulin at the right time! Small victories, people, small victories.
Then, of course, I bravely ventured into the world of news. Spoiler alert: the world is still ending. Hyperbole seems to be the only language they speak these days. I swear, if I read one more article about the impending doom of civilization, I’m going to move to a deserted island and live off coconuts. (Assuming I can even crack one open. Probably not.)
Tried to do a little writing, too. The creative juices are…well, let’s just say they’re taking a long vacation somewhere tropical. I used to be able to string sentences together like a pro, but now? It’s like trying to herd cats. Talented cats, mind you, but still cats.
And can we talk about this weather? Brrrr! 36 degrees?! It’s practically arctic. They say it’s not even going to break 40. I’m going to have to wear my long underwear and my parka. Fashion icon, I am not.
Good Morning!
“A New Day: Embracing Life’s Small Victories”
This morning, the house is quiet, and as the first rays of sunlight filter through the curtains, I find solace in this moment of peace. The hum of life outside is distant, and inside, the gentle rhythm of a new day begins to unfold.</p>
Each day with Snookums is a journey of small triumphs and gentle steps forward. While the shadow of her stroke still looms, there are glimpses of progress that light our path. Her determination is a beacon of hope; she approaches her recovery with a resilience that humbles and inspires me. Her new routine, though different from before, brings a semblance of normalcy to our lives.
As I sip my coffee, memories of past “coffee” posts flood my mind. Those posts were a tapestry of our daily life, woven with threads of humor, insights, and the simple joys that painted our world. Politics, our pets, and the day’s events were all fair game, and sharing those moments felt like a conversation with friends, a way to connect and reflect.
Today, as I type these words, I feel a renewed sense of purpose. Writing has always been a sanctuary, a way to process the whirlwind of life’s events and find meaning in the mundane. The act of writing, of bringing thoughts to paper, is therapeutic. It is a reminder that amidst chaos, there are stories to be told, moments to be cherished, and a life to be lived.
It is a struggle with my dyslexia, though. It has worsened, making writing coherently a given. So, if you run across two disconnected thoughts in paragraph, be merciful.
Snookums’ journey of recovery is a testament to the strength of the human spirit. Every small victory, every step forward, is a cause for celebration. Her smile, though sometimes fleeting, is a reminder of the love and resilience that binds us together. We take each day as it comes, finding joy in the trivial things and strength in each other.
As the morning progresses, I am filled with gratitude for this quiet time, for the opportunity to share our journey, and for the love that surrounds us. Writing, once again, feels like a lifeline, a way to reach out and connect with the world. And in this connection, I find hope, strength, and the courage to face whatever lies ahead.
May your day be filled with moments of joy and gentle whispers of hope, just as this Shabbat morning has brought to me.
A Groggy Dawn
A feeble sun, a groggy wake,
A dream-like state, a constant ache.
Juice sipped in bed, a restless mind,
A gasping breath, a peace defined.
Reality and dream, a blurred line,
Woke self and dream self intertwine.
Words deleted, friends unseen,
A world of hate, a global scene.
A church in anger, Israel's plight,
A loyal dog, a guiding light.
A cookie's reward, a restful sleep,
A pecking meal, a final leap.
Photons and electrons, a cosmic stage,
Words unspoken, a silent page.
Ode to a Dead Drip
Ode to a Dead Drip
A long, long time ago I had a coffee maker, you know It brewed my morning, dark and sweet A ritual, a daily feat
Oh, the day it died, a mournful sound No more coffee, earthbound No perky perk, no steaming cup Just empty pot, I’ll have to sup
On instant crap, or worse, cold brew My mornings lost, a somber hue No more aroma, rich and deep To wake my soul from slumber’s sleep
So long, old friend, you’ve served me well Your memory in my heart will dwell But now I’m lost, in caffeine strife A tragic end to morning life
They were singing “Bye, bye, Miss American Pie” I rolled my chair, a mournful sigh To my coffee maker, trusty friend But alas, its life had met its end
Refrain: Bye, bye, my coffee maker, oh so dear Your absence fills my mornings with despair No more hot brew, no cozy start Just an empty pot, a broken heart
In the Indigo Hour: A Song of Steadfast Love
A veil of azure sighs descends, it’s true, A hush upon your love, a muted hue. The hands of time, they turn with patient grace, While you, a constant, hold a loving space.
The days, once vibrant, wear a softer dress, But love’s unwavering flame, it burns no less. Your strength, a quiet shield, deflects the chill, A steadfast presence, ever loving still.
Though shadows linger, whispers fill the air, Of laughter past, a love beyond compare. You hold her hand, a silent, gentle vow, To walk this path, with love that sees her through.
The weight you carry, etched upon your face, A testament to love’s enduring grace. Each whispered word, a teardrop held at bay, For her you’d face the darkest, endless day.
But in the quiet moments, hearts entwined, A hidden language, love for ever kind. A tender touch, a gaze that speaks so deep, The promise whispered, though you try to sleep.
For love’s a tapestry, with threads of gold, And silver threads, a story yet untold. You’ll face the dawn, with courage as your guide, And walk beside her, with love as your side.
A Lamentation
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My bones are weary, a battlefield worn thin.
The sun climbs high, yet I greet it from this sea of sheets.
Is this peace, this endless waiting for the final call?
Have I chased shadows, grasping at fleeting dreams?
A life unfurled like a dusty tapestry, triumphs lost in the fold.
The world outside thunders on, a distant, vibrant roar,
While here, time stretches, a slow, relentless bore.
The window, a portal to a life I can no longer touch.
Children I held once, grown tall, their laughter a fading song.
Faces from the past flicker in the firelight’s glow,
Friends, foes, lovers, where did the years go?
My voice, a rusty hinge, creaks when I speak.
Words choked by the dust of regret, the sting of deeds undone.
Was it all a charade, this grand play of life?
An empty stage whispers tales of wasted strife.
The world races on, oblivious to this cage of bone.
The warmth of life a distant ember, its glow almost gone.
Here, in this stillness, only shadows reside,
A quietude laced with regret, with nothing left to confide.
The Ballad of the 3 am Pickle: A Tale of Midnight Munchies
Let’s face it, 3 am is a weird time. Most decent people are tucked under their covers, counting sheep (or battling sleep paralysis, no judgment). Me? Well, I was engaged in a heated negotiation with my stomach, which apparently had a very specific agenda for the night: pickles.
The Ballad of the 3 am Pickle (and the Chatty Corn Flakes)
“Pickle!” it declared, its voice echoing dramatically in the 3 am silence. My mind, still clinging to the remnants of sleep, mumbled a feeble, “Go back to sleep, it’s the witching hour!” But hunger, it seems, has no respect for time zones or spooky vibes.
Ten minutes later, the Pickle Monster roared again, this time accompanied by a symphony of stomach growls that could wake the dead. Clearly, negotiation was futile. Frigid air be damned, I stumbled towards the kitchen, on a mission to appease the Pickle Overlord.
The fridge light revealed a meager offering of burger chips, but then – a beacon of hope! A shiny new jar of gherkins, practically begging to be devoured. Who placed these magical morsels here? A roommate with impeccable timing, or perhaps a sleep-deprived pickle fairy? Whatever the source, they were mine now.
Armed with chopsticks (because who wants to get their fingers all vinegary at 3 am?), I dug in. The satisfying crunch, the electrifying pucker – it was a symphony for the senses (at least, my taste buds seemed to think so). Half a jar later, I was a blissful, pickle-fueled mess. A quick water refill, a snuggle under my toasty electric blanket (seriously, those things are a lifesaver), and I was off to dreamland once more.
But wait, there’s more! Just as I was about to drift off to a dill-icious slumber, a new voice chimed in from the darkness. “Corn Flakes,” it declared, with a firmness that would put a drill sergeant to shame. I looked over at the clock – 4:15 am? Seriously, breakfast?
“Don’t start that now!” I pleaded, burrowing deeper under the covers. But the Corn Flake Chorus wasn’t having any of it. With a sigh of defeat, I surrendered to the breakfast gods and sleepwalked my way to a bowl of cereal.
Now, by this point, you might be wondering what kind of sleep-deprived fever dream this is. Well, let me tell you, it’s just another Tuesday in the wonderful world of me. At least the corn flakes weren’t pickles, right?
P.S. My 6 am appointment with reality (and medication) was…interesting. But hey, that’s a story for another day. Until then, happy snacking (and sleeping…hopefully)!
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